I guess 8/8/08 is a lucky day after all ....

Today has been filled with mixed emotion. Not only is it the anniversary of when my puppy Chewy passed away. It was also the day of my first BFP from an IUI. While I am ecstatic from my BFP I am nervous about the beta count as it is only 14. At the same time I am only 12 DPO and AF is not due for another 2 days so I will pretend that is the reason my numbers are so low. It's strange to be so happy yet sad at the same time. I do have to go back on Monday and have my beta's re checked. So with that being said this is going to be a long weekend. My EDD per FF is 4/19/2009 wow that seems so far away. I just hope that this little bean sticks. I guess the Chinese were right 8's are lucky. I think I am going to go play $20 in the casino and see if my luck continues.

To my little boy Chewy, Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. This has been a long year with alot of up's and down's. I miss you more then you could ever know. And wish you were hear to meet your new brother/sister. I know you are looking down on daddy and me from heaven and I hope that you can feel the love that we still hold for you. You are and will always be in our hearts.
RIP baby boy we love you and miss you
Chewy Rieger 11/20/2006 - 08/08/2007